posted : Saturday, May 23, 2009
title : I wish I could stop time.
Today is the day, the time has come. I hope the doctor knows what he's doing so I can see my mum later. Thanks Anabel, Sufiyah, Cavell and Sam for trying to cheer me up. A special thanks to Anabel and Sam for putting my mum in their prayers too. Although I don't pray, I guess there's no harm in others praying for my mum for me in case 'God' thinks i'm a selfish bitch who only prays when she wants something.
There's really no point in crying, but when the tears start, they don't stop. Red eyes, runny noses, gross gross gross. But I have to wipe my eyes and wash my face, because if i'm not the brave one, who will be? |