"I always used to look at being different as a bad thing, but I’ve learned that you need to take pride in the fact that you are unique." - Adam Lambert
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posted : Saturday, January 29, 2011
title : Don't Let Me Fall
    Ended up not going for the flea today cos I was too lazy to go all the way to Orchard HAHA that and I had no time. Left the house at 11.30 and met Cheryl and Vivo to have lunch at Soup Spoon (: Then walked around a little and left for my house at 1.30. Camwhored in the bus, cos we're losers like that hahaha! Took some nice pictures with her iTouch app (Y) Watched Black Swan at home OMG IT WAS AWESOME. I was COMPLETELY MINDFUCKED. Natalie Portman is freaking amazing, her acting is like WHOA. After that went back to Vivo and walked around till 4 plus, was just about to leave for Orchard when Cheryl's mum called and asked her to go back home. So I met Cheng Ting and Val and had a snack at Bakerzin (: Then we went to Plaza Sing and I spent SEVENTY BUCKS at Made With Love. The stuff there is so damn nice ): Then we had dinner at Swensens, ate until I felt like EXPLODING. Gosh, what a fatty... All in all, I blew $150 today, CONGRATULATIONS ZHEN YI. Thank god next week is Chinese New Year, hopefully I can collect enough money to cover what I spent today... SO MUCH TO DO NEXT WEEK. I've gotta finish all my Valentine's Day presents, plus the 35 affirmation cards. Thank goodness CAs are over otherwise I don't know what i'm gonna do. I think about you constantly. Everytime there's nothing to do and nothing occupying my mind, you creep in, sit yourself down and refuse to leave. Every song I listen to reminds me of you. I even made a playlist of all the songs that really make me think of you. I want to make something really special for you for Valentine's Day but I know it would make my feelings for you too obvious. And no, I don't love you. I just think you're amazing. I can't think of anyone who's as perfect to me as you are. Yes, you have your imperfections, but they only make you more perfect in my eyes. If that even makes sense... But I can't do anything about how I feel and it fucking hurts. Everytime I talk about you, I find myself with a huge smile on my face and butterflies in my tummy. Then I realize that you'll never be mine and that you'll never feel the same way about me and I feel like someone has reached out and squeezed my heart. Please let these feelings go away soon. |
Zhen Yi 15
10 May 1995
TK Bowler!
